I wanted to write about it earlier. But many things happened in last 15 days and I didn’t get time for that. It’s a huge thing but happened almost silently. After 7 years 8 months and 3 days, we got a formal declaration of achieving a bachelor degree. It was a too long great time. The list you can see on the picture is our result sheet. Congratulations to everyone of the list.
Sometime I find some contradiction in myself. I always pretend as a simple person with simple thinking… doesn’t keep any big ambition… always try for those things which are available around me. But practically often I find myself very complicated which either I can’t support or ignore. It’s a very painful experience. From my very childhood I grew up with a dream- one day I’ll run away from here and hide myself in an unreachable place… which I even don’t know. So I don’t keep a good plan about my life or I didn’t try to be an important person to my family. But now sometime I realize I am getting involved with some serious things that I never wanted to. I want to blame someone but don’t get any except the time. I used to recite the sentence ‘time will say’ but never looked so deeply into it. It’s a very rude truth…
The drawings you can see on the picture are drawn by my nephew except the first one of the second row (its mine; I’ve shown him as reference). He is 5 years old and just learned how to add numbers. He was talking lot during drawing. On the second tree he put three different colors and he was explaining me why he put those colors. He told me he doesn’t like to put only green colors, its boring. Then he put colors on the next two trees and he almost avoid the green color. I thought about myself. I am sure, I am yet not that much smart…
‘morning shows the day’ it’s a good proverb to me. everyday when I set my first step, i try to imagine the whole day and the good thing is it make some senses. i could imagine a rough sketch of the whole day at the very beginning. often it doesn’t match and mostly it happen with the good things, like sometime when I feel bore and everything miserable, a surprising call come from someone which brings some happiness… may be very small but important. sometime the negative things also happen. but it’s a chain reaction; like good brings the good and the bad brings the bad… sunday is always an unpredictable day for me. it’s the weekend for me and sometime i feel unlucky for that. all other of my friends got friday as weekend. so mostly i have to pass a lonely day and i became habituate enjoying the loneliness and normally i don’t want to keep any schedule for this day. it’s a full free day and i want to do whatever comes to my mind. sometime i pass the day just as a movie day; sometime i go to see my grandma, sometime meet some friends or sometime motionless- only concentrate on myself, try to hear what it wants to say. one of my friends called me few minutes ago and told me that today i am having a very good mood. it’s true I think…
Sunday, home, 22:35
I’ve published a post in my previous blog about LOVE few months ago. So far it’s still one of my best writings. Well it’s not a big deal, but I yet didn’t able to say that girl about what I feel about her. Though I’m not sure if it’s called ‘love’ but this is still the biggest mystery to me.
To be honest, I often find myself thinking about this girl. I’m sure she has no idea about it and now when I’m writing this line, it seems something very silly. But again, it’s damn true.
May be that’s the most interesting part of love – it may sounds silly but no way to overlook. Sometime I find myself so unlucky, again so lucky!
Love could be a problem but we dare to face that problem, everyday.
These days I try to study hard as the preparation of GRE. There are too things to study but I don’t get much time for that. So often I utilize the time when I travel by a rickshaw.
Today I was on the way to office and I was busy with the GRE word list. Suddenly a brown leaf fallen on my papers breaking my concentration. It was like the nature is protesting my avoidance to her. So I took the leaf in my bag and brought it to office.
Lastly now after taking a photograph I am going to publish it with few words.
i am trying to show this site to many people because i really enjoyed working with this project. the blog page is yet not completed. i hope you can see this page with some nice post within a very short time. josh da gave me all the opportunities to make the site better. first it was a challenge for me to plan this site. i am not so good in this sector. some of my friends criticized it’s too whitish surface. but i like it. my main point of concentration was to make the site easy accessible for the users and i’ve tried my best to give it a simple ordinary look. your constructive comment will help me to go further. thank you.
Typography is known as a boring subject to many of my friends. I also kept the same observation some years back. Now it’s one of my favorite. If anyone wants to grow as a great Graphic Designer, it’s one of the biggest area to show your talent.
When you are good at typography that means you are really good in creating logo, monogram, icon and above everything it presents that you have a very good sense of design compositions.
A Graphic Designer always has to work with many limitations. Spending time with typography is the best practice to learn how to work with limitations.
I don’t understand why these type of words learning is necessary. They gave me few sheets of paper with thousands of unknown and peculiar words – amity, apogee, aplomb, affinity, ameliorate, abstinence, abase, copious, coiffure, carafe, caulk…
I never used these words and I don’t know if I’ll need to use them later. They asked me to memorize them! It’s really tough to learn something when you don’t get any reason to use them as everyday’s tools.
The maths part of GRE is interesting. It needs practice – thats all. But when they asked me about the words, I start see everything blurry. In last test of vocabulary I scored 15 out of 40. So poor! Because the highest scorer got 39.
Anyway, I am not worried. I believe in slow and steady process. I hope I’ll learn some techniques of memorizing the words. May be you also can help me with that. Do you have any suggestion?