When Things Go Wrong

Sometimes my own attitude scares me – it seems completely insane. I lose my control and can’t realize actually what I am doing or thinking or even talking. I don’t know why this happen.

Today the day started with a crazy behavior of mine. I don’t want to describe it here but it’s hurting me all through the day – why did I act like this. I can hear the news on TV, it’s the same repeating news since the morning… the cyclone disaster!

Last night I took a sudden decision of sit for the GRE test. Today I got admitted to a coaching center for the preparation and I went there to attend the first class. I was very hungry and went to a nearby fast food shop to have something before my class. I had just few minutes in my hand and I asked the waiter to serve me something ready made. He gave me a burger with fries. It was okay. I took a glass of drinks too.

After finishing the food I went to the counter to pay the bill. I was astonished with the amount of the bill. How is it possible? I asked again. The waiter came and explained it with details. It was too high! I just had a feeling – everyone is making fun with me.

I came to the class. I hope by now you can guess what happened there. Yes, you are absolutely right – there was no teacher or student! The front desk person told me that I got the wrong information about class schedules – the class suppose to happen next morning.

I made a call to one of my friends standing on the street. It was early night, so I wanted to spend the time with any friend. I called once, twice… no reply.

I walked alone for an hour, stand motionless beside the street; saw people and cars are passing me.