Materialistic Emotion

As far I know I should have some particular ways of expressing my emotions that will present me as an individual. I am not sure if I have any. I am having some very bad feeling for some particular reasons and I wanted to express those as my instinct says. I want to go somewhere that I even don’t know, I want to be so isolate and shed some tears and wash away what hurting me.

But no way – my universe never allows me doing so. I have lot of targets to fulfil, many schedules to meet. I am not that much big person but I already could find so many obstacles around me.

Some people say it’s my personal problem. I should be able to break all these if I wish. Yes, I also think so and I desperately want to do so. But I don’t know why I can’t.

Well, don’t feel pity for me. I think I’ve exaggerated my thoughts a bit. But it’s true and I think many people in this materialistic life have similar problems like me.

It’s natural that my work should have the reflection of my mental condition. But it won’t happen if you work in a typical corporate environment. They maintain such a work flow where you will behave just like a machine and it doesn’t matter what you have in your mind. You are just a performer and you are bound to perform your roll as the script says.


Love Around Me :: Love Made Visible

My concept about love has changed within last few months. It seems so easy, again more complicated than I’ve imagined. But it’s true that love made many things visible to me. I never find myself that much emotional before. I always kept a strategy – never tell the girl how you feel about her, just keep it inside you. Well, I had some logics for such attitude which are not working now.

… and it makes you feel that a rain drop isn’t just a drop of water!

The Wise Donkey

Love let you pick colours from whatever you see, it makes you concern that when the moon gets the biggest shape, and it makes you feel that a rain drop isn’t just a drop of water. Again it’ll let you find some pain that you might never felt… shed your tears no matter how tough person you are or even make the total life meaningless though you are very successful in your professional or academic life.

Years back I saw a movie Enemy at the Gate where the story was about two soldiers who fallen in love with a same girl. A war isn’t always a conflict between two nations. Love causes war too. If you don’t agree with me that means you have to fall in love very soon.

Disclaimer: Don’t take the war part as a funny matter – it’s serious and true. You can find hundreds of example from the history of the world.