Absolute Loneliness!

What is death? It’s one of my favorite thinking when I feel lonely. Is death loneliness, absolute loneliness! The day before yesterday I saw someone known to me passed away. I was thinking when walking with the funeral procession to the graveyard – I have the same destiny!

It’s being said that spirit never dies. So how I am going to exist with only that spirit? I can’t imagine, but it’s reality that people will forget me as I’ve already forgotten many of my dearest persons. People like me who believe in God always pray a peaceful life after the death.

I don’t know what the word ‘peaceful’ means here. Is it something like tolerable loneliness?